You know, though, the funny thing is that for some strange reason, I want this stuff to remain public, I even want it to be indexed. In my mind, the only mistake was leaving the "sensitive information" public.
I guess my ...delusional hope... is that she'll find this whole journal, read it, and realize how bad things were for us in a way that would never happen if I tried to explain it face to face. More than anything else, I'd like her to realize that somethings are her fault, and it's not just that the whole world is out to get her....
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You know, though, the funny thing is that for some strange reason, I want this stuff to remain public, I even want it to be indexed. In my mind, the only mistake was leaving the "sensitive information" public.
I guess my ...delusional hope... is that she'll find this whole journal, read it, and realize how bad things were for us in a way that would never happen if I tried to explain it face to face. More than anything else, I'd like her to realize that somethings are her fault, and it's not just that the whole world is out to get her....